i DO mean it

i mean it..!!
i really mean it..!!
i am not direct to telling YOU.
but i do mean it..!!

BEFORE
i am regret that i have not much time to spend with YOU.
i do not know how important of YOU to me.

CURRENTLY
i am enjoying the time we spending with.
i am appreciating YOU.
thank YOU so much.

FURTURE
YOU may apart from me one day.
to ensure that i am high-ranking in your heart.
YOU have to keep me in your heart.

Used to bear of it

Are you doing the same thing as me?
the gap between us getting far away.
i am wondering here.
are you feeling that too?
dont have to worry.
two years time may pass quickly.

since the first step, both of us already know that.
our way are different.
our dream are different.
our challenges are different.
our strategies are different.
there is no U turn anymore.

same routine are passing by everyday.
same sentences are repeating everyday.
feeling are keep changing day by day.
i am not sure....
i am going to be better or otherwise.

this is the last call.
i do not want to do this anymore.
i used to left you at the back door.
you can tell me you are sorry.
but i wont forgive you anymore.

Be caution.

CRASH

the time i that hope to spend with you.
you rejected me.
and this is the time that i tell myself.
i will never ask for you anymore.

i going to my own way.
nobody are there be with me.
are you there?
are you there?
are you there?

you are willing to do anything for other.
go ahead.
i will never stop you.
by the way, you cant stop me as well.

i want every thing new

still have 5 days left, i gotta drive back to college and attend class like usual.

i felt bored to the environment, people, life style...

i do not know what may be change once i back to college?
i am afraid.
and i do not feel want to be back anymore right now.
it that a signal to me not going back to college anymore?

i saw people around me are comfort and enjoy to what they having now.
a colourful, cheerful, life to them.
what going on to me?
i am tired definately.
i have no aim in my life suddenly.
IT IS TIRED.

I fOuND yOu

a friend who i never meet for around 7 years.
every things come to you are so easy.
what you want.
what you get on the spot.
a gal who came from a wealthy family.

a friend who i speaks rudely to her.
because i have to talk by using her way.
i not that comfort with the way she talk.
but i never try to tell you.
because i respect you and i care you.

a friend who i disappointed to.
and you never care about my feeling.
change the way you speak to people.
i wish i got a good chance as what u got always.
i promises i will do better than you.

YOU grab me off

goodness..

YOU grab me off..
it was happening in one year ago.
please forgive me.
i never realises.
i am so sorry that i hurt your feeling.
i should not go back to the same routine.
tear dropped.
every thing had gone.
it was too late to know every thing by now.

Caring always be with ME

Walking along the beach.
taking a freshing air along the beach.
waiting for sunset.
have a break and relax.

i never seen a sunset shine as this.
i never felt the warm before.
i never felt a feeling so right.
but i can feel you be with me.

i cant make myself to fall.
i need to stand up right no matter what.
caring from you is the main motivation for me.
all because of you in my life.

Turn to the LEFT or RIGHT

i am lost..
anyone can help me?
NO..
i clearly know that there are no one can help me in this.

people, can you share with me what are you doing when you in 20th years old?
are you is the one still get pocket money from parent?
what do you think you need to do right now?
and take action on the spot?
what is your dream when you in this age?
how to u accomplish your dream?
make sure your dream comes true.

you definately cant go all over again.
if you going to the way which you already chosen.
do your very BEST and FINISH it up until the ending.
STOP find any excuses..
do not simple give up your life.
make your life as challenging as possible.
make your life as colourful as possible.

i am standing on top of the mountain.
i am feeling fresh.
i am inhaling freshing air here.
i am trying to figure out the way out.
and i am STRUGGLING for everything i needed.
stay calm.

RECHARGING myself.
i have to go all the way alone.
speed up...?
slow down..?
or keep constant..?

FULLY CHARGED.
the journey will be started too.
look on me and watch me out.
care on me and guide me.
what a really big deal will be happen to me next.
wish me have a nice journey.