i want every thing new

still have 5 days left, i gotta drive back to college and attend class like usual.

i felt bored to the environment, people, life style...

i do not know what may be change once i back to college?
i am afraid.
and i do not feel want to be back anymore right now.
it that a signal to me not going back to college anymore?

i saw people around me are comfort and enjoy to what they having now.
a colourful, cheerful, life to them.
what going on to me?
i am tired definately.
i have no aim in my life suddenly.
IT IS TIRED.