Turn to the LEFT or RIGHT

i am lost..
anyone can help me?
NO..
i clearly know that there are no one can help me in this.

people, can you share with me what are you doing when you in 20th years old?
are you is the one still get pocket money from parent?
what do you think you need to do right now?
and take action on the spot?
what is your dream when you in this age?
how to u accomplish your dream?
make sure your dream comes true.

you definately cant go all over again.
if you going to the way which you already chosen.
do your very BEST and FINISH it up until the ending.
STOP find any excuses..
do not simple give up your life.
make your life as challenging as possible.
make your life as colourful as possible.

i am standing on top of the mountain.
i am feeling fresh.
i am inhaling freshing air here.
i am trying to figure out the way out.
and i am STRUGGLING for everything i needed.
stay calm.

RECHARGING myself.
i have to go all the way alone.
speed up...?
slow down..?
or keep constant..?

FULLY CHARGED.
the journey will be started too.
look on me and watch me out.
care on me and guide me.
what a really big deal will be happen to me next.
wish me have a nice journey.